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Miss you terribly already,
Miss the space between your eyelids,
where I’d stare through awkward sentences
and avoid through awkward silence

Miss your teeth when they chatter,
when we smoked out in my garden
When we couldn’t sleep for all the heat,
soft talk began to harden.

Miss your small hands in the palm of mine
The fact they’re good at making,
Miss your sitting up incessantly,
And the fact you’re always waking in the night, night.

Miss your teeth dug in my shoulder,
as we rolled in early morning,
Miss your arm dying beneath me,
as I lay there simply yawning

Please forget me, you were right dear,
I am cold and self-involved,
And though I’ll miss you, recent lover
I am weak and therefore fold

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OBSESSED

women vs. men

When I look back on my little life and all the women I’ve known. I can’t help to think about all that they’ve done for me, I hadn’t left up for them, how they looked after me, and cared for me, and I would pay them by never returning the favor. Yeah, I used to think I had the best end of the deal. What have I got… really… some money in my pocket, some nice threads, a fancy car at my disposal, and I am single… unattached, free as a bird. I don’t depend on nobody. Nobody depends on me. My life’s my own. But I don’t have peace of mind. And if you don’t have that, you have nothing. So.. so what’s the answer, I keep asking myself. What’s it all about. You know what I mean. -Alfie

I want a man that does what he wants to do rather than what he is told.

HappyThankYouMorePlease

It’s not easy to be adored. You, in particular, you have a tougher time with it than most. I get that. But I want you to give it a try. Think of it as an experiment. I promise I will be very wonderful at adoring you, Annie. It’s an area where I think I got a great deal of talent. You’re worth the adoration, Annie. You’re worth it, and the fact that you don’t believe it has nothing to do with whether it’s true or not. It is true for me and that is all that matters.

Thinking of you

Do I believe in this,
or is this the only way to get around in my life

Do I deserve this?
No you deserve so much better in your life,
In your life

Thinking of you
Thinking of you
So what can I do when I’m thinking of you

Did you stay up all night?
Did you hide it all away to make it seem dark?
Is this what I think it is ?

It’s the ink on your fingers that make you sick,
What do you think?

Thinking of you
Thinkign of you
So what can I do when I’m thinking of you

Is it all true
Is it all true
So what can I do when I’m thinking of you
Thinking of you

Do I believe in this?
Or is this the only way to get around in my life

Do I deserve this?
Mo no, you deserve much better in your life, In your life

Thinking of you
Thinking of you
So what can I do when I’m thinking of you

Is it all true
Is it all true
So what can I do when I’m thinking of you?

Thinking of you

swlam:

vetiver - miles apart

la and nyc skylines

la and nyc skylines

Would u do this for me?

Would u do this for me?

"There is no happiness in love, except at the end of an English novel."

— Trollope